Living Like Animals

So, I went to the doctor, he said it was because of earwax.
No way, i don't know why but i feel like this is not earwax problem.
He gave me ear drops. I have to apply it for one week in one ear first, then the following week in the other ear.
But i don't seem to find any discharge after I applied the drops, clear drops came out.
That convinced me that this is not the reason why I'm having hearing difficulties.
Shit la, there is no way to calm down.
I've been so patient for like what? 2 months already.. and this is all i get?
I cannot stand this man..
My nose is god damn blocked too..
Every breath i took was so heavy that my body felt like collapsing anytime soon.
What is happening to me? *sigh
I got no where to breathe now, thank god my eyes are functioning well now.

Only 1/2 of my head is working now.. i cannot wait to feel healthy again.
Lord God i want to cry...please give me tears.