Living Like Animals

Man i don't know...
Couldn't transfer my pics into my sister's computer....Vista..Not so bad leh...
So.... haha
Yesterday, thought of wearing slippers(my damn old loyal slippers) to KL....
But my dad scolded me... eh U WANNA WEAR SLIPPERS ONLY KA?
..... hmmmmm....
I changed and wore shoes instead.... hahaha
The seats in MAS were sooo colourful... if only i could transfer my pics....to show you all..
Crayon colours... RED ORANGE BLUE GREEN....
only these 4 colours... but it looks very.... WAA...MY EYES!!
The flight attendant...was quite good... a guy....
but then after attending a guy somewhere in the range where i could see them...
I saw him writing his phone number on a MAS postcard and hand it over to the passenger...
WAAA...you know lah me... what was i thinking of... hahahah
but then it was good to be alone in the row....
but the female flight attendant so ngegeh!!
I asked for some sweets.... until now never gimme!!
ish you!! rasa kacak jak kau!!
She said annoyingly sweet: okay.. it'll be in a short....
OK i see nothing! kill those forgetful flight attendants...
thought of telling her off....but I couldn't see her... so blah..dun care..
Man my flight parked at almost the very end of terminal A.....Gate 11...
Oh shit... I sweat walking out of the terminal..
lucky my bag arrived early... .wouldn't have to wait so long...
But then... I noticed right as I pulled my luggage...there was something wrong with the roller....
Must be one of my rollers got broken.....so they changed a tyre and.... argh my beg tempang!
so heavy shit! I know they changed it because I really know my bag... I used it since Primary 4.... till now.... and it's broken because of those people throwing bags and all....but at least they changed the tyre... i doubt it was in KL... i can guarantee that happened in Kuching and changed it immediately...not bad eh...quite fast....
Anyway... right after I've reached KLIA... saw my sis and her friend.... Orang Sarawak also..
then my sis brought me home to keep my bags...heavy rain... and then immediately bring me out... to The Curve.... eh then... we jalan jalan...walk walk she bought somethings... i just looked at her.. and complained that she's just the same as me eldest sister.... oh... I'm talking bout my 2nd sis who fetched me from airport...pusing pusing the curve.... and i couldn't help myself...from laughing all night.... ahhahahaha.... my sis and her friend were CRAZY!... who knew...... GILAA!!! sesat... i just wonder...
hahahaha then we ate at TGI Friday's... I was damn full... i couldn't finish my 2 course meal... oh man... but that branch of TGI was great... someone celebrated birthday there.... WOW...they cheered for him/her..... very fun... so happening.so noisy but it was fun man!!
then we pusing pusing...
My sis and her friend.. then brought me to Sri Kembangan....
Aduh... went to search for pirated games there... .couldn't find.... DOTA... others all have but naah ain't so interested with that... haha
then we went home....reached how at 12.40pm like that... oh man..wasn't tired...
I'm strong type... I layan everything... hahaha
Even that morning before i left.... I went to eat laksa... hihi and then to waterfront to buy souvenirs my sis asked me to buy ....
TAK PASAL PASAL..... me and my parents kena COP PELANCONG!

Girl Selling Kek Lapis: Kita orang, orang mana?
Dad: (Smiled and laughed bit...)
Me: HUH???
Mum: (busy looking at those cakes...)
Dad :Orang sini lah.... saya dah betahun tahun kerja sini...
Girl : Oh.... kita orang macam pelancong jak.....
Me : (tersengeh-sengeh)

Well.... I'm pure Sarawakian MAN!! Born IN KUCHING!! STAYED HERE FOR MY WHOLE LIFE.....
DAMN..... How can that be?

Tell me..... do we look like PELANCONG? aint local sarawakian?
Ish.... simply say only!! I cut your tongue then you know!!
Sensitive... please never say that I look like some Indonesian or Blacks or some other races..
I expect you to know.... haaaa... now u know me a bit more...
Pantang if people simply say I looked like this la that la.... PUHLEEZ!!
SHIT... OK ME go kitchen and eat... hungry now..hahah
BYE.... interview is tomorrow....
ah so lazy man.... byee!

again finally I'm out of the house... after another week of babysitting.. I just don't know when I'm coming back..hard to say... haiya... things aren't always how they supposed to be... and so I maybe still spending another long long month here... feel so idiot now!
I miss my rabbits so much...
but before I sleep last night, I suddenly missed my niece...
It's like I just went to sleep... tried to sleep i mean...
all of a sudden i thought of her... and
I thought that I cannot live without her...
everyday I see her... I feed her... I shower her... I put her to sleep... I entertain her... I make her laugh... smile... I comfort her when she cries...
how can I leave her just like that...
but it's just the nature...
I AM going to miss her when I come back to Kuching...
haiya after suffering from "rabbit-miss" now what?
"niece-miss"....
It's hard man... I don't know if o could handle this...
Oh well... what can i do...
I don't know who to tell.... maybe readers of my blog...
some may understand...
anyway...
haha went shopping....
in the end! I finally bought a pair of nice sandals today.... slippers are still my fave but...
I think i should look no more "selekeh"... i do think I am quite like that... short pants slippers and shirt... and that were what i wore when i came to JB.... how was that?
and that's when people think I am Indonesian coming to JB as maid...
SO.... and I bought a nice pair of jeans...
long jeans... not short ones...
so that I look taller... not short and stupid-looking... no more of that...
and I aim to buy nice shoes by DC Shoes... but where to find in Malaysia?
anyone knows any DC Shoes store in Malaysia?
haiya... so hard la... typical place...
hahaha ok... I aim for that... I don't care..
hahah... tomorrow yay! Im going to Singapore again... and I believe and hope got DC store there... I hope!

P.S.: Who's not nervous for SPM results? I am everyday everytime every night before I sleep... I am not only scared but nervously crazy madly insane to know what i get... because it's killing me everyday... I'm impatient to wait... no more... it's hard... because I am seroisly afraid of what i'll get... and also because my past results in school are so not convincing me... Of course I hope for the best results.... excellent .... but if i don't get as good then... sure I am NOT going to kill myself.! please... no die die... no way I'm going to do such thing... still I can go Form 6... after all already planned to go Form 6... hahah ok I hope you are nervous to... classmates... I know we are... and... ah... it's just hard to say what each of us we'll get... very hard but... I pray for the best firstly for myself then for you people... (not selfish but I'm sure you do that to! haha or maybe worst you don't even pray for the best but the worst for others.. think if it.....).. I believe selfishness is never good at all times... only sometimes.... think again... I'm not wrong... unless you are thinking left then I don't know what else to say... go ahead... do your thing... make sure you don't kill.... eh my P.S. is so long hoo.. hahah

I wanna sleep now... for the last 2 days I've been sleeping at 10... and now its exactly 10... i better go sleep then bye!

Hoping that I can come back to Kuching soon...

Hoping that I will get results that I really want...

Hoping that I will soon see my rabbits...

Hoping that I can get a scholarship only if my 2nd hope no longer a hope but a reality...

Hoping that I can go away from JB soon...

Hoping that I will meet my friends soon...

Hoping that I can get Matriculation... only if I'm a Bumiputera but I'm not.. just half...

Hoping that I can improve my english... after losing hope early last year...

Hoping that I can decide on what to do in the future...

Hoping that I can make thorough thoughts...

Hoping that I can make great final decision...

Hoping that I can just get what I need... not what I want...

Hoping that I can crack my skull and dig out my true will...

Hoping that I can scan my heart and see the truth...

Hoping that I may know what I really want to be in future...

Hoping that I shall go to heaven after life...

Hoping that I will get all my hopes... written or unwritten

Hoping that I will hope for more... hahahahaha!



Last night I dream of Wendy Chan... she video called me...

telling me... something...some scholarship has opened...

and then i said... ok thanks...

and then she showed me her new house...

hahahaha and that's all i could remember...

I think i jumped of 13th floor of a flat or sumthing...

but I landed safely...

Felt nothing.. coz it was just a random dream...

of all people..very funny... so funny...



It's annoying just to think of things and hope for many...

Some things in life are hard to achieve though but I have something to help me go through experiences...

Which is muscles!! woohoo...

I aim to have bigger muscles... with more mitochondria... with more elasticity...

hahahahaha... probably this post is just a piece of shit.. hahaha!

Maybe i shouldn't HOPE but FORCE!

then I'll get what I FORCE force! ahahahah



P.S.: My sis's sport shoes were lost too... but she just realised it this morning... wow..