Living Like Animals

Everyday, woke up at seven and went to the hospital for 5 days.
Today, woke up at eleven and went no where yet.
Now, I am missing those things.
I had great great experiences at the hospital.
I had a great night during on-call.
I had great laughs everyday, not anymore.
I had great friends, now no more.
I have seen life as a doctor.
Doctors get drunk everyday, I wish to join them.
Drunken doctors I have seen walked like ghosts with those baggy loose blue clothes and slippers also with gloomy eyes.
Pityful but I wish to be one.
I hope to be one of them.
One of those who walks like a drunkard, ghostly, loosely, sleepy, crazily... all those...
I still look up to doctors out there, after the exposure, I still want to be a doctor!

HERE I COME! WAIT FOR ME! I AM SO COMING TO YOU! NO MATTER WHAT! I DON'T CARE! I MUST I MUST I AM DESPERATE I AM OBSESSED I AM FANATIC I AM LOYAL!
(those male doctors are quite hihihihi good looking...i want to eat them!)