Living Like Animals

the "greeting" part around 2:11 is so funny... hahaha
but it is true.. I've heard more than that hahahah
People are getting more open nowadays... but this word is still considered offensive... but even though, more and more people are using it.. especially young people... maybe me... maybe you I believe so... but if i have total freedom to use this word... why not? It fits all sentences i guarantee... hahahaha

Because I'm here and not there... I can do nothing here... it's hard because all I need... all in Kuching... why life has to be so unfair... argh..
dun care bout that... I had lots of nice food for myself the whole day..
Ice Cream, Choclotates, Quadratinni, cheese, and some others that maybe not so good for health but..
I don't care because I am enjoying my life now... and one way is to eat all the nicest food i can get...
but haiya... head spinning la..
I just want to go back to Kuching...
I am so very painfully exptremely confused now...
I don't know what field to choose...
Biology or Physics or Chemistry...
I cannot make up my mind.. but I know that I have to before it's too late next time...

if I choose Bio.. I'll go for medical... I choose to study Phsycology
if I choose Phy.. I'll go for aeronautical... I choose to be a pilot
if I choose Chem.. I'll go for chemical... I choose to study Petroleum

if I don't have to choose...
I would love to be jobless but with monthly salary... who doesn't want...

Who knows I end up becoming a joker... or even an idiot...
Who knows I end up becoming a police... a teacher...businesswoman...if god's will then a nun...
History sucks so I'm sure not to become a lawyer... haiya... no "mouth skills"..

well not much to say... everything now depends on my results... if it sucks... what can i do...
I've already planned to go Form 6...
If i have a chance... Matriculation...
If I have bigger chance... scholarship...

I must make up my mind as soon as possible... I give myself just 1 week... to think of it... haiya..
Dream of becoming an astronaut shattered..
Quite impossible here in Malaysia...
Very impossible if racism goes on... if you know what I mean..
Pray to god who knows my dream can come true....
Why not...