Living Like Animals

again finally I'm out of the house... after another week of babysitting.. I just don't know when I'm coming back..hard to say... haiya... things aren't always how they supposed to be... and so I maybe still spending another long long month here... feel so idiot now!
I miss my rabbits so much...
but before I sleep last night, I suddenly missed my niece...
It's like I just went to sleep... tried to sleep i mean...
all of a sudden i thought of her... and
I thought that I cannot live without her...
everyday I see her... I feed her... I shower her... I put her to sleep... I entertain her... I make her laugh... smile... I comfort her when she cries...
how can I leave her just like that...
but it's just the nature...
I AM going to miss her when I come back to Kuching...
haiya after suffering from "rabbit-miss" now what?
"niece-miss"....
It's hard man... I don't know if o could handle this...
Oh well... what can i do...
I don't know who to tell.... maybe readers of my blog...
some may understand...
anyway...
haha went shopping....
in the end! I finally bought a pair of nice sandals today.... slippers are still my fave but...
I think i should look no more "selekeh"... i do think I am quite like that... short pants slippers and shirt... and that were what i wore when i came to JB.... how was that?
and that's when people think I am Indonesian coming to JB as maid...
SO.... and I bought a nice pair of jeans...
long jeans... not short ones...
so that I look taller... not short and stupid-looking... no more of that...
and I aim to buy nice shoes by DC Shoes... but where to find in Malaysia?
anyone knows any DC Shoes store in Malaysia?
haiya... so hard la... typical place...
hahaha ok... I aim for that... I don't care..
hahah... tomorrow yay! Im going to Singapore again... and I believe and hope got DC store there... I hope!

P.S.: Who's not nervous for SPM results? I am everyday everytime every night before I sleep... I am not only scared but nervously crazy madly insane to know what i get... because it's killing me everyday... I'm impatient to wait... no more... it's hard... because I am seroisly afraid of what i'll get... and also because my past results in school are so not convincing me... Of course I hope for the best results.... excellent .... but if i don't get as good then... sure I am NOT going to kill myself.! please... no die die... no way I'm going to do such thing... still I can go Form 6... after all already planned to go Form 6... hahah ok I hope you are nervous to... classmates... I know we are... and... ah... it's just hard to say what each of us we'll get... very hard but... I pray for the best firstly for myself then for you people... (not selfish but I'm sure you do that to! haha or maybe worst you don't even pray for the best but the worst for others.. think if it.....).. I believe selfishness is never good at all times... only sometimes.... think again... I'm not wrong... unless you are thinking left then I don't know what else to say... go ahead... do your thing... make sure you don't kill.... eh my P.S. is so long hoo.. hahah

I wanna sleep now... for the last 2 days I've been sleeping at 10... and now its exactly 10... i better go sleep then bye!