Living Like Animals

Last Thursday I flew to KK direct from Kuching.....
Main intention was to go for matriculation and that was it... I thought i would have to face an island... somehow...

The night before i I chatted with this man and he mf cheated me that he was going for matriculation! ahh!!The next day I got a message from him that he cheated me and I damn... i dunno... GERAM only!......

Then i forgot everything... and went off to Mount Kinabalu... bought some fresh fruits and strawberries from Kundasang... sour lah why not sweet?? wah.... my dad drove too fast... I was sick just a day before I went to KK.. I was cold... I had flu... and cold and flu and cold cold... and then the next day... my dad drove over to a place he worked at before when he was still a policeman... Kota Belud.. long experience he told me... MP5 gun... this and that... funny!! hhahaha then that evening... we flew to Labuan... I was thinking of the JPA scholarship result the whole evening...

Texted Cordelia and she said it was postponed to 5Pm... okay... Sabar.. patiently waited till night...

I slept already... like 5 minutes later... Gab messaged me and told me it's out... damn... was so sleepy and tired... so I ran into the bathroom and started calling my sisters to help me check... somehow i asked Gab to help me check... was convincing her that I surely won't get it...
Got a message back from her.... TAHNIAH ANDA BERJAYA...
WAAH?? I couldn't sleep well... was still wonder of that... WTF WTF?? i GOT IT? CANNOT BELIEVE... CANNOT BELIEVE.. next day woke up...and telling my dad that i don't want to register for matrics... jalan jalan and see what I saw there...

guess what drink was that? Obviously it looked alcoholic...
It wasn't Tiger Beer... it BRANDY...

The flight attendant asked me: Miss would you like to have Tiger Beer, Vodka, Wine, Brandy or Soya?
Me: (WOW... they serve all those and suddenly there's soya)... hehe Brandy please...

I can't believe i drank vodka... that flight attendent told me again...

She: You certainly don't know that this is a smoking-allowed flight...
Me: Aha... really.. I smoke.. so no problems

and out of nowhere i smelled cigar.... what? 3 scary chinese old men transit from China started smoking... omg...

WOW... MAS WINGS? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME???

nahhh I was joking... that was just apple juice... and all flights are non-smoking flights... hahaha
KENAK!!

I totally killed the opportunity.
Being very nervous was absolutely not a good idea but how can I stop it??....
So this was what happened:

Interviewer: Yo wassup??? (raised his left hand like wanna high 5)
Me : (WTF? formal interview supposed to be like this? like rapper only him... april fool or something??)
Me : Oh, Good Morning!
Interviewer: Do you feel comfortable with yourself now because we want to make this interview as fun as we can.
Me : Yes!
Interviewer : So, why do you choose JPA?
Me : I did not choose JPA, I choose to get a JPA scholarship.
Interviewer : Yes that's what I mean.
Me : (Smiled)(what?!?!?)
Interviewer : So introduce yourself.
Me : My name is Amy ****************************, still 17 going to be 18.
Interviewer : So what, if you are still 17?
Me : (OMG! what the hell? why ask me this kinda question?) Oh have you heard of Seventeen Forever by Metro Station?
Interviewer : No
Me : Thats why you asked me so what? Because you are just jealous of me being younger than you.
Interviewer : Hey you know what? APRIL FOOL! Now lets start the real interview.
Me : (SHIT i totally got fooled by this man!)(Stomped out of the room like I was so angry!)
Interviewer : Amy Amy! come back, that was just a joke!
Me : (Came back in, smiled foolishly) APRIL FOOL!!!!
Interviewer and me: (LAUGHING like crazy as loud as we could.)




Hey hahah, that was actually a joke! APRIL FOOL everybody!!
But i seriously killed the golden chance.
I am now planning for Form 6.
Now, this depends on my LUCK whether i can get the scholarship.(I pray!)

The real thing.... I can only say one word:

Coversations that made me smile and laugh when i suddenly remember them.... hahahaha

On-Call Room, 6th Floor, HUS, around Tuesday 9 p.m
(Amy, Chong, H.O)

US : (Knock, knock, knock,! on the door)
Amy : (Opened the door)
H.O : Yes???
Amy : (OMG!! what)
H.O : Ya?
Amy : (Looked at Chong with a mixture of feelings)
Chong: (Smiled and looked curious)
Amy : Oh.....uhmm..... aaa.....ak..ak...ek...
H.O : Yes what? (while kneeling partially on the bed, searching for things in his bag with his pants rolled up to knee)
Amy : Oh ahh.... uhhmmm its okay... (closed the door immediately)
Chong : What...
Amy : The H.O inside... with his pants rolled up... i think he wants to shower or what.. i dunno
Chong : (Smiled with the eeeee face)
Amy : (Laughed quietly with much confusion)
Chong : (Hid in another medicine room next door just in case the H.O comes out)
Amy : Eyyy gilaa..... you...later I malu....

after a while we went away....


Mortuary, Outside HUS, about 10 p.m
(Amy, WT, SL)

WT : Come lets go to the mortuary.
Amy: (Stared at WT absent mindedly)
SL : Come come!!
Amy: Oh okay!! cannnn!!

(Amy, WT and SL walked to the location)

WT : It's closed
Amy: Yalah... wanna go in?
WT : Dunno
SL : Go in...
Amy : (Feeling a bit nervous about that)

(Amy, WT and SL walked to the corridor of the mortuary)

WT : It's closed but this door is a bit open..
Amy: (Wondering)
SL :( Keep quiet)
Amy: How?? Wanna go in and ask if we can see dead bodies?\
WT : Dunno...
SL : Just try..
Amy : (Feeling a bit more nervous about that)
WT : Wanna go in or not?
Amy : Dunno... you ask...

(Finally, there was no sound of living people in the mortuary, we went away)
(As we were walking back near the side of the mortuary where lights could be seen and the sound of someone hammering something coming from the inside)
(Amy, WT and SL looked to the right where the source of the sound came from)

Amy: (Giving signals to WT and SL with a scared smile)
WT : (Nodded his head and laughed quietly)
SL : (No reaction)
Amy: (Laughed quietly)
(Amy, WT and SL walked away very fastlywith a bit of curiosity)
(Far away from the mortuary, near the HUS entrance)

Amy: Hey, i think someone was hammering some skull in there just now (smiled curiously)
WT : Maybe
SL : (No reaction)
Then we laughed out a bit louder.... felt a bit amused with that

Meeting Room,4th floor, HUS, about 11 pm
(Lilian, Amy, WT, SL)

Lil : I wanna sleep for a while la... later about 2 am we go to A&E because DR. Chong said there is an emergency case from Lundu.
Amy : Nodded
Lil : (Closed her eyes, trying to be comfortable with her position sleeping while sitting down)
Lil : (With her eyes closed)You know.................... (she said a lot but i was not really paying attention)
Amy: (Noticed she was talking for quite long already with her eyes closed) (Turned my face to WT and SL and pointed at Lil while shaking my head)
WT and SL: (Laughed quietly so that Lil wouldn't notice)
Amy : (Started laughing too but got louder and louder that WT and SL laughed out too)
Lil : Amyyyyyyy.... I know.......what are you laughing at
Amy : (Denied) Just sleep la Lil....

(Amy, WT and SL stopped laughing)

Outside male toilet, A&E, HUS, about 1 a.m
(Amy, SL and WT)

SL : ( Not sure if she should just use the male toilet because the female toilet was too smelly)
SL : Should I go in or not??
Amy: Just go in la... while you are in side, we two guard outside to make sure no one goes in.
SL : (Thinking whether she should or not)
Amy: (Looked at SL) Just go in the female toilet la.... hahaha...
SL : So smelly
Amy: Eh, what to do if you cannot stand liao.... (laughed a bit)
SL : Don't want la...
SL : (Looked at the male toilet wondering again if she should just go in)
WT : Just use la, male toilet not smelly
Amy: Eeee no way man, sure smelly, even worse than female toilet
WT : No la.... can guarantee no smell...
Amy: Oh my god!!! (shooked my head, disagreed with what he said)
WT : Sure!! I just went in...
Amy: (Disgusted with his claim saying that it wasn't smelly)
SL : (Walked halfway in then out then in then out a few times)
Amy: Just go in...
SL : Nevermind lah...
Amy: (Looked at SL and laughed), Funny lah you...
SL : (Smiled)
WT : (Laughed a bit)

Kenyalang Hall, 3rd Floor, HUS, 8.30 a.m, 26th March
(Chong , Lilian Amy, Phoebe, a girl next to Lil, immediate people around)

Amy: Lil...Lil...LILIAN!!
Lil : (Noticed me, turned around) Yeah?
Amy: You went on-call last night kah?
Lil : No lah...
Amy: Wow i thought u went... you looked sleepy eh... your eyes...
Lil : I did the test whole night till 2 am
Amy: Oh....hahah no wonder
Chong: (Cut conversation) Lilian eh why you call me the other day ah??
Lil : Haah? Oh i don't... eh wait... I don't remember ....
Chong: What?...(couldn't hear Lil)
Lil : (With sleepy face) I don't remember why I called you....
Chong: Oh....
Amy : (hihihi should kacau since got nothing to do)
Amy : (Rhymed out slowly and clearly, letter by letter) L.E.S.B.I.A.N
Lil : This girl ah!!!
The girl next to Lil : What? lesbian is it?
Amy : (Laughed out LOUD)(Looked at Chong)
Chong: (Angkat tangan wanna kill me!!!) Amyyyyyyy!!!
Phoebe: I hear L.E.S.B.I....
Amy : A.N....lesbian
Phoebe:( Laughed out)
People around : (Laughed but trying to hide their laughters so that it wouldn't be so obvious)
Amy : (Still laughing!! and I knew Chong was going to kill me for saying that)

(Ketua Pengarang came in, we started looking serious)

Lots more minor ones.... but I cannot manage to type all out....
Hahahah so far after 4 days of the Programme....
I am very much more interested in this carrier....
RTU is the best I've seen.... I am so interested with those sophisticated technologies our general hospital have!
Man.... it was very interesting!
I have something in mind...to think of in future....IF I AM MEANT TO BE IN THIS FIELD!
tomorrow is the last day.... man... I cannot believe it is ending tomorrow.... Such an interesting experience!

P.S.: I probably already have the habit of laughing at a lot of things.... I'm sorry if I have offended anyone.....but really I thought it was funny!!! Please don't kill me!

Went to:
Ikea
Vivo City
Sentosa Island
Rochor Road
Somewhere near Marina Bay
Lost to Singapore General Hospital
Confusing highways (BKE, SLE, PIE what??)
Changi Airport
Round and round then back to JB

Saw:
"High People" on the beach in the train...
Too many people everywhere...
Too many Chineses
Too many Filipinos
Too many foreigners
Too many good-looking people
Too many proud people working at shopping complexes, so scared that customers touch their clothes... meh who wants to buy things when you are so proud to your customers... idiot la..
and that made me feel so "isolated"...
and that made me feel moodless to shop.... ended up i bought nothing but 2 pairs of beach shorts...
but actually also not really enough time to go shopping...
haiya...
I'm coming back soon just don't know when... as usual i hate what is happening... and I feel like letting go of some of my hatred by kicking some hard things till my feet bleed or whatever i can do.... so long as something breaks or I injure my self!
benci! hate hate!

on the tram while at Sontosa Island.. heard an intersting conversation between 2 guys behind me... a Filipino and another white guy...

Filipino: I was here in March last year 2008... if -------- (dunno lost his words).... we could meet...
White Guy: Yeah... (i dun quite get the slang.... hard to catch...) and bla bla bla...

Was curious to know how they looked like... when i purposely looked behind.... they look like gays... and so.... no wonder...

ahahhaahh....
Singapore is clean indeed if you see just the environment.... but inside... i'm sorry... probably the just the same standard as Malaysia..
wanna know the place? ask me...

During Chinese New Year, I stopped by at Kluang again to meet my 50++ years old cousin... On my way to KL to meet my parents...but in the end we met at Tangkak... was not planned to do so but ... in the car with my sister and BIL and niece to Kluang... on the highway... I saw this small lorry...full with some pretty cute goats.......they caught my "healthy and wealthy" eyes... why??
1. I love goats... coz I was born in the year of Goat...
2. They reminded me of my rabbits in Kuching...
3. I just love goats!!

I was actually quite sleepy at that time but because the goats were too cute... I refreshed...
They were so cute that I did not bother to look at anything else....and didn't even bother to reply my sister's question at that time... I just kept quiet...because I was so... in love!!
They were white medium -sized some skinny goats... with black patches on their body... not all but some... those that caught my very crazy eyes...
Totally reminded me of my rabbits... sooo cute!
but they... amazingly they overtook us and ran off...
I could see no signs of them after that....
Sadly... I wish I could bring with me ONE! only ONE baa...
and then I started thinking of them...
wow...

but then surprisingly again I met them after the toll to Kluang!
Oh yes! I know we were meant to meet each other! Goaty!!
I saw that very goat again and fell in love with it... oh soo cute man!!
I see.... they were transported to a big farm there in Kluang... could see it from the roadside...
not bad.. at least I hope... they won't be killed for mutton... oh no!! not that one... the white with black spots...nooo....
and then they turned left into a junction and I turned my head to see them for the last time...was just making sure that they were alright... hahaha
Sadly they dissappeared from sight again...

AND THEN.... i was thinking on my way to Tangkak...
I WANT A GOAT AS A PET AND I'LL CALL IT (i'll think of a name that suits it when i found one)... hihihi..
when I met my parents at tangkak after that...with my other 2 sisters... I was telling them about those cute goats I saw... and I had a quick conversation:

Me: Pak I wanna rare A GOAT! Just ONE!

Dad: Haaaaaaaaahhh??? Kambing? Your 3 rabbits not enough ka?

My 3rd sis Belinda: Haaaaaaa??...GILA!

My 2nd sis Mala: (Laugh lil bit) Haaaaaa????? rabbit muk noh moh cukup leeeh... laan kambing lagik....
(Translation- Your rabbits are enough already..want goat again...)

Me: Cute baaa!!! cute!! kuk laan!!
(Translation- Cute laaaa... cute... I want!!)

Sisters: Sanggup muk doik blajar.. jadi gembala kambing aja muu! (laughed at me)
(Translation- You rather not study... become "gembala kambing(in english i dunno)" only...

Dad: (Laughed at me)

Me: (Laughed also...so ridiculous!) Pak... canlaa... I wanna bela kambing!! at kampung...kan got land there...

Dad: Can laa..but someone has to look after them... need to fence them...

Me: Don't want so many laa... ONE ONLY!

Sisters : (Geleng kepala)(Speechless)(Laughed at me)

Me: I want the one i saw...exactly like that... white with black patches..if can... just like my Momoi!!

Dad: Where to find???? Susah mauk cari Ma...

Sisters : (Laughed like damn!!)

Me: Don't care... sure can find!!

Dad: (Laughed at me)

Me : Laugh like crazy... hahahahaha

and then then then then....
I could remember the conversation clearly....

I don't even think my dad was serious about that... he's just like that... hahahhaah.... but if i do have one next time... I shall blog about it... hahaha... I'm crazy!!!