Living Like Animals

Hoping that I can come back to Kuching soon...

Hoping that I will get results that I really want...

Hoping that I will soon see my rabbits...

Hoping that I can get a scholarship only if my 2nd hope no longer a hope but a reality...

Hoping that I can go away from JB soon...

Hoping that I will meet my friends soon...

Hoping that I can get Matriculation... only if I'm a Bumiputera but I'm not.. just half...

Hoping that I can improve my english... after losing hope early last year...

Hoping that I can decide on what to do in the future...

Hoping that I can make thorough thoughts...

Hoping that I can make great final decision...

Hoping that I can just get what I need... not what I want...

Hoping that I can crack my skull and dig out my true will...

Hoping that I can scan my heart and see the truth...

Hoping that I may know what I really want to be in future...

Hoping that I shall go to heaven after life...

Hoping that I will get all my hopes... written or unwritten

Hoping that I will hope for more... hahahahaha!



Last night I dream of Wendy Chan... she video called me...

telling me... something...some scholarship has opened...

and then i said... ok thanks...

and then she showed me her new house...

hahahaha and that's all i could remember...

I think i jumped of 13th floor of a flat or sumthing...

but I landed safely...

Felt nothing.. coz it was just a random dream...

of all people..very funny... so funny...



It's annoying just to think of things and hope for many...

Some things in life are hard to achieve though but I have something to help me go through experiences...

Which is muscles!! woohoo...

I aim to have bigger muscles... with more mitochondria... with more elasticity...

hahahahaha... probably this post is just a piece of shit.. hahaha!

Maybe i shouldn't HOPE but FORCE!

then I'll get what I FORCE force! ahahahah



P.S.: My sis's sport shoes were lost too... but she just realised it this morning... wow..